I guess it's better I erase my previous post.. Coz whenever I read it, I'll be angrier. So I still need my long life then just write it in another diary.Well, another reason is, I dont want to cause your page dirty because of my anger hahha, and well comments come in bertubi-tubi when I dont even wanna look and hear so it's better I delete hoho..
You know what Chloe, in my opinion ( well, if I say in MY opinion, it means its mine, so whatever you think, I dont care) ,being mature is not like having a huge mansion in LA for one day, it needs time, you know. And as a human being, dont be so hypocrite to think that we cant be selfish at all. Okay in some point it's true that we may not be selfish, but in some point, human thinks in other way and it just happens naturally.
Maybe you're older than me in your age and more mature in your way of thinking. But you know what, dont be a snob who forgets that you had ever walked in the same road like I do now. This happens to the adults, most of them who I know, who always give lecture without understanding the younger age people. That's one of the reason why I like psychology, Chloe, it's because I dont want it to happen to me next time when I face younger people, I wanna understand their way of thinking - even they're childish for their age.
Like I said just now, being mature needs time, it has to flow the way it does. So actually, 19 doesnt give a big matter that 19 ages people HAVE TO think mature. You know, by saying this, it doesnt mean that I'm denying the reality, the reality is still there, and I just look at it with a different angle.
It doesnt mean that I dont like the comments, but Im just trying to defend myself. You see, I blame them and you blame me and then I defend myself. Everything seems wrong in this case, right. You wanna say actually my childish thought is wrong, but then I said I have my own thought. So actually I wanna say thank you, because you indirectly told me, that LIFE IS JUST SIMPLE. BUT WE MADE IT SEEMS COMPLICATED. So well everyone is true and everyone is false that's all, depend on the way people look at it.
Yes I am still as selfish as I used to be, so I need time to change, like you did right (dont deny it by saying that I dont know you, because again, all of the people in this world had ever walked in the same road, whoever and wherever they are). So I would rather enjoy my 19 years old life and change slowly than be mature ASAP without enjoying my life.
So thanks once again to my reader, and well, next time please use another better way to tell people. Because sometimes -- this happens to anyone, dont deny -- when everything is shutted, people can no longer receive any harsh words which can make them get deeper into the well. So please understand.
And for Chloe, well well well, I'll give the proof today so... wish me luck, hehhe.
GOOD MORNIIIINNNKKKKK ❤❤❤
xoxo,
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