Dear chloe,
It's me,back in the same situation, disappointment. Everything seems like goes wrong. Mommy is in a bad mood and still am the victim of her anger. I tried to stay away as much as possible, but still, no way out. My dad, okay nothings wrong which is really wrong, just like usual, i dont really wanna talk as possible to stay out of problem. My big bro, sitting next to me and I try hard not to bother him so there's no conflict will come out. My lil bro, well, for this one, he's trying to find trouble as much as he could, and I try hard not to respond. But then I realize, am tired of all that! I always try the best I can do, so they can love more, even a little bit. But it doesnt change the situation, am still a jerk. I always find the best way to stay out of trouble, so they can be on my side for once, not only for their sons.
While Froggie ? Am happy when he called me few minutes ago. But we ended up with misunderstanding. I didnt mean to hurt him, but the worst thing is, I couldnt tell him. I dont know why.. I just couldnt. Now he's angry with me, I'm sure. And I just can cry. I dont think that am a right person for him. He's just way too much to be good, and sometimes I think that I dont deserve him. I dont know chloe, I dont know what to do. Now everyone is angry with me, what should i do?? Am all alone.. I really dont know what to do.. I wanna scream..!!
No, no, I guess I should text him. Yes, it may not end up like this, it may not! I have to change it if not I'll live my whole life in agony. Yes, I SHOULD text him!
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