The blessings

Dear Chloe,

At last it's all finished. After a long time searching for help and gave lots of shots, at last my page looks exactly 3 columns. :)
Ive been thinking for these whole week, and I finally found something really important. I had found myself! I found what I trully want and trully love, a life. Thanks God. Now I finally understand the way of life. Apparently what You had given me is more than enough. I gave me parents (no matter how many times they were mad at me, it's because they care for me), my brothers, an understanding boyfriend and a life. What on earth did I ask for more? These are just more than what I need. I am very grateful of all these, and am gonna make the best of it.
I finally understand, that life is definitely imperfect . And when I kept on searching and striving for perfection, I finally knew that it would never be celestial. It'll be only a bit better, so instead of waiting for something which is uncertain, it's much better if we try to be grateful of whatever, whoever, wherever we are now. Thanks God once again I had been taught to be grateful in an early stage of my life. So sorry that I tend to be wrathful when what I hoped for wasnt granted, I should had known that You're planning for something better for my life. Finally I realise, how great my life is, how lucky I am, and the best thing, how blessed I am...