Lesson of life..

Dear Chloe,
Well, am speechless. Yes, Ive been away for several days indeed and i didnt intend to neglect you. This is actually a silent week (the week where we have the holiday to prepare for final) but something unlucky and disappointing happened, and I really didnt have much time to switch on the compie and had a direct click to the link of you. Many things had happened during my off days which I cant purge into words. What am trying to say over here is kinda complicated. For God's shake, I dont even know where to start.
I wanna say about the lesson that I got from the experience in these few days. It's simple, it's the lesson of life, especially for us, the girls. Gonna be hard to be told, but am trying to be frank and not to complicate it.

What are the most important things to take care of --- for girls

1. Virginity. Yes, it does look simple, especially for nowadays people who think that it has been a common thing to do something brave. But am a Chinese, and I do still believe that we should keep our virginity till the night we are married. It's the most valuable thing in this world, cant be touched, cant be bought but it can be saved. Once it's gone, then it'll never come back. So if we can take care of it until the wedding night, then it'll be the biggest achievement in life.
   
2. Reputation. Sometimes people tend to go wrong, and when they've got into the deepest hole, then they regret. But things cant be changed. Reputation is something they have to sacrifice because of their mistake. What can they do?? Nothing, except facing the truth.
3. Trust. This belongs to anybody, Once we're trusted, we have to take care of it. We have to maintain ourselves for not breaking that trust. Once it's gone, then you'll have to work ten times harder to gain the trust back. I dont mean to exaggerate, but thats how things work in reality.

Theres another sadness ive been enduring for days----I think it feels like ages. Do you do well out there love? I had been wondering how my life would be without you here. Its just empty. But I know that you're trying to give a better ending for our growing relationship, and I know you're trying to work it out. I support you, and I do appreciate your sincerity. Im hoping to meet you again. Perhaps, you feel the same way. Lets clear this up. I M I S S Y O U.