At last I tear my tears after a long time I didnt. I couldnt bear it anymore. It just fell without warning, and I couldnt stop it. I had been terribly missed my friends.. It seems so hard for me to find someone who can be like them,it trully does and I have no idea why.
Since I stepped into the college, I knew that things would be different, I mean totally different. I have no choice but to deal with it. No more silly laughter that would be exactly the same like when you're in high school, even the topics for chit chatting or gossiping would be really different.. I miss everything and every seconds that we had. I really wish that I could turn back time and savor the remarkable prodigy for one more time.
Friendship is really hard to make, indeed. Being yourself is definitely not the only way to gain more friends. Yeah you have alot of so-called friends surround you, but they are just not the right person who can accept you whoever you are. Beside, dealing with new people is kinda hard for me, and in all honesty, I dont have any typical characteristic that might attract people's attention. But then again, I should get on with it. I dont know, it seems so hard to get along with people that I know less than a year. I should deal with many types of people and start all over again. For the fact that I just found out, I know that from today on, it's gotta be tough ahead. Nothing can block my way, I should move on.
P.S. I m i s s y o u s
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