Dear Chloe,
Am totally exhausted. Feel like running away from everything! Assignments, presentations, projects , Quizes and tests... seems like they are not going to end. I feel so tucked up! This lassitude is like killing me and I cant even help myself, not to mention the short period of holiday from ma workplace will end soon, and I will start my busy life again start from July 8th. Damn, I need endorsment you know, I need to refresh my muffin . Anyway , fortunately B's family and I will go for a weekend tour on this Saturday to Mickey Holiday, I hope it could invigorate my mind a lil bit. I had never thought that the college life is this tough, I should keep on pushing my muffin, keep motivating myself when I dont even think I could anymore.
If only I could stop this hell for a moment, then I would feel really grateful...Sometimes I feel like this is not the right path for me to take, I almost give up. But I have to keep trying because whatever it is, I am going through, or I HAVE gone through, so I should finish it by my own. Sometimes I really wanna scream, but well, i know it cant change anything, so I will only be drowned into my own silency..
Giving up
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