Bursting out. ƪ(‾ε‾“)ʃ

Dear Chloe,

Since my scores were getting lower, I tried to put more effort in doing my homeworks and revising those five subjects. But well, it's already week four, and my lecturers are starting to give assignments and quizes!! Accounting quiz and homework (I still dont even have the handout!) , Bussiness Law assignment, Dynamic Presentation assignment, bundles of record book to be filled and so on. Damn am really like makan buah simalakama, if I study too hard, I might get burned out,if i work too hard then imma get kicked out. So its really confusing. No wonder some of the parents dont want their kids to be independent before they graduate. I dont know but sometimes I feel kinda tired of it. When am working, my friends could go sight-seeing anywhere they want. I also need rest sometimes. But holiday aint coming. When I have my work holiday in June later, I still have to go to college. Nonstop hell--no joke. Really, just get me outta here for a sec. This lil jelly bear is gonna erupt FCOL! Even on Saturday I should go for ma presentation class, wanna die le. I wonder why some people could study happily while am here blowing up here. But it's okay, when there is a will, there is a way. Flo here you go! ♡

There's another desolation i wish to tell you Chloe. I met Tannico couple days ago, but we didnt have a good time! It was because of ma students' record book I should fill in, and yeah you could see we didnt spend much time together. ARRR wanna scream out loud! I miss him so much you know, since it's holiday today, I thought I would meet him. But lets think all over again, damn those assignments really block ma way...!! Then I guess i should get them done first, and well, schedule changed, I'll meet him on Sunday.(╥_╥) I dont know what I should say, Lets clear this up,

I m i s s y o u , B..❤