MOVE ON, lil time machine.

Dear Chloe,

When I was six, I was already a camwhore hahhaa. My mom liked to bring me to studios to take pics. And yeah, I just posed! :D

Okay, lets skip the time machine to ten years ahead...


When I was Sixteen (1st year in senior high), I cut ma hair shorter, I mean SHORT. Still a camwhore, haha. I looked fat, like dora. It's not suitable for me indeed. Ah, lets skip it.


Sixteen an a half (2nd year of senior high). I went out to have a part time job.This is when we had halooween party with colleagues. At that time, I was the youngest girl teaching there. So still junior *sob sob*


Early seventeen(second year, semester 2). Started to be half senior teacher. I took this before going to work, still remember. claps claps for me XD


Early eighteen (3rd year). So happy coz i was gonna graduate, yeah was sick of high school thingy, hahahha.


Late eighteen, started to get in college. I took this pic when I was going to the meeting for newbies at college. I was so excited by then. :))

So, I'll be waving my eighteen goodbye in merely 6 days time. Yay, am quite excited, haha, though i almost forgot it when ma colleagues told me on last wednesday. Slap me :D ! Yes, I remember my birthday last year, i totally forgot it. If it wasnt Dennis who gave me the present i wouldnt even know it for the whole day, hahhaa. But now I wont (after Beatrix and Nova told me), am kinda waiting for it though hahhaa. For God's shake, it's only once in a lifetime I'll be nineteen (I always say it to myself every year when am gonna step up one year ahead in my life), so shut the hell up and am gonna enjoy the last minutes towards my nineteen! Many friends told me, "I really wanna be back to the 17th years old of mine, or senior highschool years. " I myself think it's kinda crazy to say like that, because am a type of person who always look forward, not look back. Once it's gone, yeh just let it gone. As long as we enjoyed it, why should we regret?? I know the memory is hardly forgotten, but why not try to make another good memory from now on and enjoy it again?? It's not the matter like we have to go back to savor it, we still can create once again cant we?? Haha, so thats the reason why i said that am waiting to enjoy how it is to be a just-grown-up-woman!

So, when I think again, it's better if I say 'see you' to my eighteen, because 'goodbye' means letting go, and 'letting go' means f o r g e t t i n g. Since I wont forget it, then I'll just say," See you, eighteen. When am old one day, am gonna call back all those memories when I was with you. Wait for me, we'll meet again. xx." :))

Lets get back to the first sentence, " So, I'll be waving my eighteen goodbye see you in merely 6 days time. .. . .. . " XD

On the 4th June, checkitout!

Gonna blog about : Now that I am nineteen... ♡